my mind is a mad monkey

when i was a little boy i wanted to grow up faster , watching  those annas playing cricket i was yearning for the day id be tall  just like them , then after growing up my biggest fantasy is going back to those days when i was a little kid , my mind is a mad monkey that always jumps from one branch to the next , but the thing is it always wants to go back to the branches that have long fallen ,  i never understood the value of many people when they were around , only when they are not with me any longer do i miss them ,   out of sight out of mind isnt true in my case .....,      absence makes the heart grow fonder  that d be right for me
                                                                                                                 i recieved a interesting little note from a friend that she hadnt heard me talking for the better part of a year , there are many things i should have told many people , a few things i shouldnt have told some people , but most of the time i was snoozing in class so i couldnt say anything to anybody ,  it hurts me now that there are many wonderful people that i couldnt get to know  as much as i should have ,  i had longed for the day id b free at last , but when that day came i was blinking in disbelief , i really didnt want it to end , :(